I'm really liking Girl by Beck. It sounds more like a myth than a creepy song about stealing people's eyes and killing them. As I listen I keep putting more of the myth together in my head. It'd make a good comic.
Upon reflection, I think my weight and my not having lost what I want to lose over the many years of trying may be a avoidance mechanism. Much like other endeavors in my life if I don't finish, I can't fail. It is an annoying habit and one I'd like to rid myself of, much like ending sentences with prepositions. If I never get in shape, I always have an excuse for why I have no girlfriend. Lets see if this awareness changes the weightloss dynamic. It does for my programming from time to time, but that has the added problem of recreational distractions.